finally happy

searching for the scars my body adores

don’t say I’m different because you kept score

emotions don’t run when your body goes numb

the reward of my progress made me someone

who knew I’d be thankful for the feelings of hurt?

my brain finally told my body how to work

the little things now mean it’s okay to be free

there’s no way to explain something you can’t see

I think I may be finally happy

I don’t know who I'm supposed to be

Discomfort begs for a life of eternity

I don’t think I deserve to actually be me

Running faster doesn’t mean you’ll get better

One day you’ll believe this is your forever