Life behind the scenes

My addiction was a secret like I would keep it

I have so many you forget they’re the reason 

That’s why I’m only friends with demons

Who will I be at the end of this season?

I didn’t know pain makes you relive it again

Embarrassment floods when they ask when

I scream it takes more energy to pretend

But no one will ever truly knew the extent

Life behind the scenes explains everything

I don’t even know who this fight is between

These voices in my head are uniquely mean

It’ll all be okay if I stay where our eyes meet

It’s so easy to hide the pain

What if you told them again?