race my brain

I was driving alone but never made it home

The drugs in my body made sure it was known

I stopped for some food on the side of the road

But without the code, the bomb did explode

The reason became clear when I could hear

It wasn’t a voice consumed by fear

It took several years to become clear

I was the one to wipe my own tears

Do you want to race my brain?

Not all my problems are the same

Maybe the chaos finally feels safe

The death is slow as I dig my grave

This feeling hands me a loaded gun

Nothing about this was ever fun