journal prompt series #5
This week is a little longer- hope you enjoy!
What parts of your current self did your past self dream of?
It’s so simple yet amazing. I actually use a planner every single day. I have a routine that keeps me stable, and I take care of my body in ways I couldn’t before. I cook healthy food and I exercise when I can. I have a full-time job that I’m able to do, and I genuinely feel accomplished and happy. Sometimes I forget where I started but when I remember, I’m nothing but grateful. I’m able to give back in relationships, handle my mental health using the skills I learned for years when there are problems, and I have the energy to use my imagination to create. I’m starting to love myself (again?) and I am able to be patient and gentle with myself when I need it. I have a cat that I can take care of, and I dream of more pets in the future. I have this blog, I’m writing a book, and I have confidence that everything is going to be okay.
Write a letter to your anxious thoughts.
Dear anxiety,
I know you’re just trying to prepare me for the war I used to fight in every day, but I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again- the war is over. I don’t need you to alert my nervous system. I don’t want you to assume the worst. You need to rest and take care of yourself for future situations that might actually involve danger. Please don’t make me jump the gun. Don’t tell me that it’s my only option. I know you’re portrayed as the villain, but I also know that’s not the case. Part of me wants you to stay, because when you’re not there, something feels missing. But this relationship is toxic, and I really need some space.
xoxo,
Grace
Who do you look up to?
First, I have to mention that my number one hero, Jane Goodall, died this week. I’m so lucky to have been able to tell her how she changed my life, but the ways she did were endless. She was the first one to jump into my field, and she created space for me to do the same thing. I’ll always be grateful. I also look up to none other than Taylor Swift. Typical, right? Well, I actually look up to Taylor as an aspiring author who can recognize the poetry of her lyrics. It would be a dream to write for Taylor Swift. I also look up to my parents (all four) that have all made it through life through their hard work and values. They set the stage for me to be successful. I feel like there’s more, but my brain can’t think of them (LOL).
What projects or ideas do you have for the future (*careful*)?
The major project that my creativity has lined up is the I Am God series. I have come up with seven primary novel ideas and a few related books that add to the series. I’m so confident that it will work out. I also have a dream of growing this blog through social media by reaching an audience because right now, it doesn’t really exist. I also want to create a home binder and fix my medical binder to stay organized. Maybe redo my second bathroom, too.
If you couldn’t fail, what would you do?
I would COLLECT degrees- law, veterinary science, criminal justice, etc. I would drown myself in new knowledge. I’d also get my books published and become a famous author. I’d publish scientific papers. I would apply for every single job I found relevant. I’d get certified in whatever I found fun. Me and my career would be unreal and unstoppable.
Thanks for reading, and REMEMBER, you can answer these questions, too.
xoxo
