emergency button

I don’t feel different even though it’s been an hour

I honestly thought it would give me superpowers

I replaced the past with an act that’s killing me fast

I feel it in the lines of my face whenever I laugh

I should have brought my bible just for survival

I talk a lot of shit for someone who’s in denial

The pills that I swallow melt in dirty water

They possess her hands just to applaud her

An emergency button that lights the fire

Why does my brain insist it’s required?

If I die before it expires, publish all my heart’s desires